I guess it's time for another update
11:48a | 3.2.26
Still healing from whatever the fuck that was in 2025. It really sucks though because I have to put my faith into things I do not have control over, and just hope that they don't hurt me again. It's hard to put trust into anything at this point anymore but I cannot live in fear; as it would greatly limit my happiness and social needs. It seems like weekly I have a mental episode. Those are new for me as prior to what happened last year, I never experienced this before. I just have to keep one foot in front of the other as I navigate this. I wish I didn't have to, but shit happens, and you can't exactly go back in time to change things.
In other news, I am getting comfortable streaming weekly on Twitch. I am hoping once my IRL schedule falls into place, I can stream twice a week. I have some big plans throughout the year for my vtuber career...if you can call it that haha. I've been making lots of assets for the stream, working to improve my model and studying what works and what doesn't for streaming. I am still trying to find my niche...I have so many ideas I want to throw at the dartboard and see what sticks. Hopefully I can accomplish the small goals I have listed for this year involving my streaming!
I have so so so many new ideas for this website. I am going to start working on hobby pages and posting little updates to those as I begin work on those hobbies. I have lots of stuff I want to try out this year including: Journaling/Scrapbooking, Papermaking, Nail Art and more. My mother has given me all her nail stuff, paints, beads, the whole ensamble. I am hyped, though I am not very good at nail art right now, but I got lots of stuff to practice on! Another kind of expensive hobby I am picking back up is BJD customization...I used to be really into BJDs years ago, I have a few I never finished working on, so looks like I will be doing that too. I got into the BJD/MJD blindbox sets too...I actually ordered one I have wanted for a long time off Ebay from a seller. I can't wait to get her! My webcomic is going smoothly, working on that here and there. I do have a year long buffer so I have some leeway with that. I have found it hard to work on my comic as of late. Not sure why, maybe my brain is just too overloaded with all these other ideas that I am feeling neglectful of my baby. Hopefully I find that drive again soon.
11:48a | 3.2.26
Still healing from whatever the fuck that was in 2025. It really sucks though because I have to put my faith into things I do not have control over, and just hope that they don't hurt me again. It's hard to put trust into anything at this point anymore but I cannot live in fear; as it would greatly limit my happiness and social needs. It seems like weekly I have a mental episode. Those are new for me as prior to what happened last year, I never experienced this before. I just have to keep one foot in front of the other as I navigate this. I wish I didn't have to, but shit happens, and you can't exactly go back in time to change things.
In other news, I am getting comfortable streaming weekly on Twitch. I am hoping once my IRL schedule falls into place, I can stream twice a week. I have some big plans throughout the year for my vtuber career...if you can call it that haha. I've been making lots of assets for the stream, working to improve my model and studying what works and what doesn't for streaming. I am still trying to find my niche...I have so many ideas I want to throw at the dartboard and see what sticks. Hopefully I can accomplish the small goals I have listed for this year involving my streaming!
I have so so so many new ideas for this website. I am going to start working on hobby pages and posting little updates to those as I begin work on those hobbies. I have lots of stuff I want to try out this year including: Journaling/Scrapbooking, Papermaking, Nail Art and more. My mother has given me all her nail stuff, paints, beads, the whole ensamble. I am hyped, though I am not very good at nail art right now, but I got lots of stuff to practice on! Another kind of expensive hobby I am picking back up is BJD customization...I used to be really into BJDs years ago, I have a few I never finished working on, so looks like I will be doing that too. I got into the BJD/MJD blindbox sets too...I actually ordered one I have wanted for a long time off Ebay from a seller. I can't wait to get her! My webcomic is going smoothly, working on that here and there. I do have a year long buffer so I have some leeway with that. I have found it hard to work on my comic as of late. Not sure why, maybe my brain is just too overloaded with all these other ideas that I am feeling neglectful of my baby. Hopefully I find that drive again soon.
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