Overwhelmed???
10:18a | 5.8.26
I have been drowning myself in productivity for months now. I did this so I wouldn't have to think about some of the awful shit I dealt with last year, but now I am feeling a bit overwhelmed...and maybe I have bitten off more than I can chew? I'm not too sure. I have always been a busy body, constantly doing new things. But with streaming, my comic, running D&D and taking on commissions...when I really shouldn't have...I feel so stressed. My job thinks it is fine to give me a single day off every week. So I am only getting Sundays off. If I want another day off, I have to request it, and use annual leave. I need a break. But that doesn't come until Nov for me...lol
I am really happy that I am streaming on a frequent basis. I am building my own community slowly and I am really loving chatting with viewers. The only downside is that I feel so exhausted before stream, considering I work so much. I can see a lot of potential in my streams, and I have so many new plans and ideas I want to execute. My first lore drop was completed last stream, and I will be adding a sub-section on my site dedicated to that. I am so excited for it! There's a lot of love and passion being put into that. I hope viewers can enjoy it too!
As for my webcomic...I am struggling. Not because I don't like it, but because I have a buffer...I am putting it on the backburner for all these new projects. I am still working on pages at least once a week, but ideally, I should be working on them 4-5 times a week. I used to be able to knock out pages no problem when I was younger, but I am getting older and I just don't move the same way I used to. I am hoping get back to a proper work schedule with that soon.
This is a bit of a shorter journal...I just wanted to ramble a little bit. Thanks for reading.
10:18a | 5.8.26
I have been drowning myself in productivity for months now. I did this so I wouldn't have to think about some of the awful shit I dealt with last year, but now I am feeling a bit overwhelmed...and maybe I have bitten off more than I can chew? I'm not too sure. I have always been a busy body, constantly doing new things. But with streaming, my comic, running D&D and taking on commissions...when I really shouldn't have...I feel so stressed. My job thinks it is fine to give me a single day off every week. So I am only getting Sundays off. If I want another day off, I have to request it, and use annual leave. I need a break. But that doesn't come until Nov for me...lol
I am really happy that I am streaming on a frequent basis. I am building my own community slowly and I am really loving chatting with viewers. The only downside is that I feel so exhausted before stream, considering I work so much. I can see a lot of potential in my streams, and I have so many new plans and ideas I want to execute. My first lore drop was completed last stream, and I will be adding a sub-section on my site dedicated to that. I am so excited for it! There's a lot of love and passion being put into that. I hope viewers can enjoy it too!
As for my webcomic...I am struggling. Not because I don't like it, but because I have a buffer...I am putting it on the backburner for all these new projects. I am still working on pages at least once a week, but ideally, I should be working on them 4-5 times a week. I used to be able to knock out pages no problem when I was younger, but I am getting older and I just don't move the same way I used to. I am hoping get back to a proper work schedule with that soon.
This is a bit of a shorter journal...I just wanted to ramble a little bit. Thanks for reading.
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