THOUGHTS



7 | 24 | 2024


It's been a long while since I had such a severe panic attack...and ofcourse it happened at work for everyone to witness.
A coworker decided to corner me at work and proceed to get inches from my face to berate and curse at me and I repeatedly asked her to get out of my face until I had to BLOW UP just to get her to back off.
It triggered a really bad attack and it ended up following me for a few days after. I finally recovered but now this specific coworker is targeting my partner who also works at the same office.
It has been hard this month and I have been extremely demotivated to work on anything at all that I need to...comics, comms, etc...
I am hoping this following month will be better. I am a bit stressed.



7 | 5 | 2024
I had a nice 6 consecutive days off work for a stay-cation. Which was nice. I go back to work tomorrow and I know it will be rough...
But I spent this time clearing my commission queue...only for it to fill back up again LOL. (that's a good thing tho!)
I finally got to the end of the MSQ for FF14 which is great, I have my level 100 dungeon and trial to complete and I will be done!
Then I can finally go back to my dolly dressup >:D I'm glad I took these days off from work to just relax at home.
I never really get to do that.



5 | 22 | 2024
I actually popped off this month on my comic.
I got June's episode done super fast and I'm really happy about it!
The next few episodes will be a bit boring but I am so excited to finally get to this new arc!



5 | 11 | 2024
I bought scented toilet paper on accident...
Does it make my butt scented nice????
o.O





4 | 20 | 2024
I am so behind on my comic for May but I am grinding it out.
I've had such a rough month financially and just IRL job related.
Back problems making it hard to sit at my desk and work on the comic/commissions...
I have wanted to start a few projects but I'll have to make it wait for next month sadly....




4 | 8 | 2024
This week I plan to get some ingredients for a sour dough starter and to start fermenting sauerkraut myself!
We visited my partner's aunt the other day and she showed me how to make sauerkraut which is super easy, but takes time before you can eat it!
I've been really wanting to find better ways to eat healthier and make my own food instead of relying off supermarkets for processed food.
I am hoping this is the year we can finally save for a home so we can grow our own food and have our chicken coop. I would love to find ways sustain living on my own.




4 | 1 | 2024
No Thoughts Head Empty